Forever & it shall be.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Here to keep my promise (:
Today woke up at 11am.
Kinda early for me.
Text FHXY as usual.
Watched one piece till about 6am?
Ask friends out.. All wanna stay at home dota -.-
Then emo go NSCC alone.
Nothing much for the day.
Reached home at about 9.30pm.
Guilty of late replying FHXY's text ):
Tomorrow she got prom.
But she got blister.
God bless that it'd heal tomorrow. Amen.

I still can't break free from it. Why?
I thought I've grown stronger.
But I didn't.. Not at all.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Today woke up at 11?
Was early today.
Text FHXY.
Standard.
Daily routine :D
Then read some manga.
Wanted to jog with Chloe in stadium.
In the end rained -.-
I even bought my shoe bag along.
Sigh... Then...
Slacked at the void deck for 2 hours.

After that went to look for KS, B, WJ at mac.
They were playing monster hunter -.-
All addicted to it.
Didn't get to play basketball today? o.o
Saw Peng & his friends at about 9 plus..
Went home after that (:
Such a boring life I got D:

You promised me not to emo for a week.
Make sure you don't break it.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Going to update before I sleep.
Gotta fulfill my promise to FHXY.
Learnt my lesson never to break one.
:D

Today woke at about 1pm..
Text FHXY as soon as I woke up.
Went off to meet Daryl at 3pm.
Played under bishan's sheltered court.
I'm a burden -.-
Then after than went to J8 mac to slack.
Daryl ask me join SG open -.-
I don't think I can make it..

Chloe ask me go Khatib to accompany her.
She got nothing to do.
So left Daryl at 6pm.

Thanks Chloei for brightening up my day :D
I'm thankful.
Left Chloe at about 7.30..
Then go look for Ben, Ks, Wj.
Had dinner with them.
Went shooting for awhile then off home!

FHXY gonna bake!
But none for me.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Today I had a weird dream -.-
About a girl died.
Left behind a dairy, & it touched me to tears.
Even my pillow is wet when I woke up -.-
But I can't really remember what happened.
I'm starting to be like FHXY already ._.

I wanna go out, but the sky is dark.
Afraid that it'd rain.
So I prayed that it'd blow to Jurong.
Above FHXY's home :D
Not sure if Jurong did rain today.

Been watching 07 Ghost & texting FHXY the whole day.
Then at night go khatib play basketball.
Not all china guys are jerks after all.


& MC is back :D
She kept library here, library there.
Kept remind me of that incident x.x
She's finally back. Finally..
Chatted a lot.
She somehow knew that I kept dropping stationary during O level o.o

I just wonder will PWJ be back too? D:

Tomorrow gonna meet Daryl at Bishan Mrt at 3.15pm :D
That's all for my update.

Maybe God be with you - Zehel.

Monday, November 9, 2009

PWJ ah PWJ, where are you?
3 words, 7 letters.
That's what I wanna say to you.

Recently my life is filled with FHXY & manga.
Been reading manga all day long.
If bored then log into runescape to talk to KXH's *ahem*.
Following day gonna be the last MCQ paper.
Maybe studying for at least an hour tomorrow.

Made new friends?
Kinda became close with Gordon that clique.
Well for everything that I gain, I will lose something.
Perhaps this is kinda true.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I had enough.
Don't force me.
Do whatever you want,
It's none of my business.

Today slacked ):
Didn't study much.
Went to BK at 4pm.
Studied till 5pm then go funland slack.
After that go NSCC play basketball till about 8pm..
Saw Kayseng & his friends.
_l_
Kayseng pull my shirt.
It's so big now. My $30.

Then after that went back to BK.
Saw Kristin there.
Somewhat different from her photos, totally.
Couldn't recognize her.
Can only recognized her friend ._.

Went to MRT & slack with kayseng at 9pm.
Went home at 10.
Tomorrow physic. I've yet to start on it ):

When will you be back? I'm looking forward to that day.
I'm still holding on to the promise I made.

Monday, November 2, 2009

My birthday officially ended.
Didn't meet up with FHXY ):

Studied POA the whole day..
Somehow mastered ratios & incomplete.
Then studied chem with YHY at night.
Somehow "celebrated" with YHY :D
Chem seems to be an alien subject to me.
I can't comprehend it D:
All of it...
Every questions..
I don't know how to to -.-
Tomorrow die already )):

20th December.
It's a date not the be forgotten.

Maybe you are selfish.
You neglected others' feeling.
You thought that we'd be happy.
But in the end?
It back fire.
Your so called "happiness"
It ceased to exist.
Grow up. Stop being naive.